My heart is full Of the aching Of The unnecessary Creating Of hatred And war That knocks at the door Of those fighting for their land
I cannot imagine The passion with which You stand Hand in hand United As you witness the world divided Blaming this side or that For tipping their hat To the travesty Of apathy And the reality Of the capacity For people to forget The greatest threat To humankind Is to be blinded In blame Its all the same To proclaim “I hate this side” “I hate that side” STOP THE DIVIDe The homicide of human beings Is the fault of useless strings Being played By fingers Who at their core Have no fucking right To have a say in this war.
Bless all who are brave enough to fight. Forgive all who pretend to be.
The number six Predicts So much with you and I. Like a butterfly Effect I intersect In some way Like a gateway I open up I allow you in And we spin Within The gravity Of a tapestry Of Duality
And we pause… With a cause Like outlaws Daring to do Two.. Not one Like a phenomenon Of opposites With confidence That what is Felt between us Adjusts To anything And everything That we are meant to be.
And I believed If you received The praise That weighs So heavily… On your soul I could make you whole If you just believed in “we”
Once I thought I knew The Ins and outs of you And of the way the world Swirled… According to what was said to me “This is what you should want to be” Said he… And my inner voice whispered “No” Yet still i ventured so… Walking the walk Talking the talk Pretending No ending Would ever come to be Yet feeling My healing Was entangled And mangled And suddenly… One day… I felt strangled By you. The dust Of mistrust Like a residue That I always knew Came over me And now I see You are lost And I am found On a merry go round You go Too afraid to know That all along I knew your song No matter how off key…
I now understand You are the kind of man Whose wounds you will not see And I bless you with light As you continue the fight To be what only I can see.
Your antagonistic Resistance Of my catalystic Insistence To understand How you can Still fight Your own light Now dimly bright In the night Your wandering Is squandering The severity Of any clarity Required To make you tired
To rebuff The stuff That cripples you And Ripples through Your sanity Drowning you in vanity Raving Your craving To be Mysterious…
Behaving Defiantly Your souls anxiety Seeps through All you do To those like me Who truly see The travesty Of your irrelevancy We find some peace A Universal release That the light gave up The darkness too Loudly Quiet That is you
I had no choice
But to make
You had to go
Such conflict AroseYou suppose
The facing of
The embracing of
You never let go Of
Your Words are
With all of
Like a mosquito
Of your darkness
Of how addicted
I have the
You dont want to take
Because it will make
You go to
To be. ~nj
The taste Of salty sweet Beneath my barefoot feet Lingers My fingers Claw the raw Ground Around me Made wet From the sweat That drips down From the lips Of the crown Of the man Whose blood Makes this mud… And I cover my skin With the yang to my yin With the dirt of his earth I feel his rebirth And I’ve never felt so clean.
And do you believe I honor and understand how you experience?
How could you not?
So yes you do?
I’m asking if you believe I honor and understand how you experience, not if I am capable or able or do
I’d like to know if you believe I honor and understand your experience.
Maybe you don’t. Id like to know how its experienced by you. I think it’s a pretty simple straight forward question? Wont require but a few seconds of your time?
I am saying that you will recognize all truth, and I believe your voice will be the same voice as all truth and like two Rivers combine the same, your Nolan, the deeper knowing, is the same bacon as my own, and I bring to the table nothing that you do not already know. We all are awakening do something different so just Steve as we awaken we are Diane into ourselves and recognizing that all of our titles and trophies must be turned in, as a new song is about to be song, which is the same tune that has
Been happening already, we are the effect of the cause!!
It’s about recognition not cognition. You are intuitive enough to recognize that same voice. In essence you and I are harmonizing the same notes.
I respect your speaking your truth. I have turned down my intuition towards you to allow you to offer what you wish, without my energy influencing or reading for you.
I’ll honor and respect whatever you bring to that space as your truth. Thank you
Yes or no sooo much less time and effort silly lol
Haaaa we both will know- not know… as we recognize..
I’m not concerned with the energy of how the collective experiences. If that is how you experience if I honor and understand the way you experience, I respect your answer
Your deeper knowing your sub vocal will be your beacon. Combined with your heart and your head knowledge as an aid.
I just would like relief from reading the energy between the lines yet again
I probably crossed a line there. Well fuck. Didnt mean to. It’s ok. I honor how you experience, and if that’s your expression of, I honor that. I’m not concerned about the collective when I ask you questions
Use your own voice please
There are plenty who speak on behalf of the collective. I’m not asking them
Speak for you.
Sorry if I pissed you off.
I just got out of the shower and I’ve read your text, no you have not triggered anything inside me. I do not speak for OTR in behalf of the collective voice as I have entered in my small wave and I’ll flow with the collective, and the collective is the good news, the good word, and it is hallelujah the familiar tune. So they are not my words, they are a new tongue and a new tool as a means of expression.
That’s why I indicate outfront lose my words they are a delivery vehicle to deliver a message, and seek four
The familiar tune and the essence and the manner of its delivery.
So I should have said something like I honor and understand the small wave you’ve entered, how you experience the flow of the collective, that you experience that as good news and say hallelujah to celebrate how you you recognize the experience of a familiar tune and the words you choose to deliver that message are reflective of your experience of that, do you believe me?
Glad I didnt piss you off.
Hopefully that makes what I’m asking more clear. Sorry if it’s a loaded or convoluted question
I would say you are now spot on, dismissing that I owned them.
Ok. I didn’t realize I needed to be so specific. I’m sorry. So do you believe I honor and understand your experience if phrased that way?
It follows to a resignation
It’s ok. I appreciate your responses. I dont want to make what I’m asking any more complicated. I hope you do. My apologies if I did not phrase the intention of my question in a way that would feel comfortable with a yes or no response. I honor and understand that is how you experience, if you believe if I honor and understand your experience.
You have been reverential to me, and that difference as to what I am not mutates a different perspective than and the recognizing of such allows the same voice to continue
What you do not realize, is that you are incredibly powerful soul, yet your power does not exist in the way you cling to. You want to be a missionary, yet eyes roll when you spout your word salad nonsense spiritual messages. It’s not that they dont have ears to hear, it’s that you dont have a voice to speak.
You are addicted to power, to applause, to control, and you collect people around you that you think need your resources. Once they are dependent on you in some way, you begin to preach, believing that your message of enlightenment is why these people have come to you. Your word salad nonsense is what they have to put up with, in order to continue to get what they need from you.
That’s why you are an Instagram whore, and why you seek out texting relationships with people, and believe both are validations of your spiritual superiority or equality.
The fact that you are a rich man, allows for the opportunity for you to collect people, and for you to behave as you do with little to no consequence. If you were a poor man? No one would pay any attention to you and your world salad nonsense. They put up with it because you have resources they need, it’s as simple as that.
You dress up in a peter pan costume, because it is the only way other than your money, that people are drawn to you. And you make the assumption that they are drawn to you so you can guide them into awareness. I’m sorry Cory, but they are absolutely not drawn to you because of your preach. They put up with it to get what they need or what you offer them resource wise.
Your gifts are incredibly powerful, but you are trying to be what you are not. There are times you step into your true nature, but most of the time you are trying to recruit lost needy souls who need a spiritual guru hero, and forcing them to listen to word salad spiritual fake ass nonsense. They put up with it because they want something from you, or feel sorry for you. Instagram included.
And whatever spiritual kingdom you are trying to build, will attract those whose energy resonates with you….ie people who are in need of your resources, or people who nod thier heads at a 5 intuitions word salad lecture and tell you how you have such an amazing way with words.
You are so concerned with pointing fingers, that you dont point any fingers at yourself. You are a very angry, lonely, confused, rich man, who hates anyone and anything that does not agree with your presentation of new age enlightenment spirituality.
You both crave and fear attention, affection, and authentic loving relationships. That’s why on one hand, you dress up as peter Pan as a way to draw people to you out of curiosity. Yet on the other hand, you practice a regimen of little to no personal hygiene, so as to have some kind of barrier so no one gets too close.
How sad is that?
Spiritual awakening is not a contest. Spiritual awareness is a honoring how each and every soul experiences. Spiritual awakening requires authenticity, vulnerability, curiosity, humility, and a kind of sacred reverence to the awakening experience. You radiate an energy very different from that.
“I honor how you experience” is an insult you, because “I agree with how you experience (because it is the same way as me) is what you are demanding to hear. I dont agree with how you are experiencing, but I do honor it.
It breaks my heart that you cannot see this. I send you nothing but light and love in your darkness, and I hope you find your way out.
Eyes close Silent sound Toes touch Upon the ground Breath in… Breath out… Parted lips Wetness drips Salty sweet fingertips Drip drops Paint the rocks Brought to life With a karmic knife And If you’re alive? I gotta be dead No shades that color Inside “this head.
Of all around
Of The sound
Inwardly she goes
Outwardly she knows
She finds the flow
Of all who know
And there she
finds her beat
Hear her saying
All of you
She finds entry
Begins her dance
Of this romance
Of all connection
And with affection
The pure intention
She honors knowing
Who she was
Who she is
Who she will become
For who you were
Who you are
And who you