~Honor YOUR Process…Honor YOUR Moments~

 

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10:43pm
I felt like you stopped believing in me.
And told me that because it was what you knew I needed to hear.
And I think feeling like the one person that I really believed believed in me, no longer did, planted the seed of my own failure in my head. Its how I felt, not how you wanted me to feel. I don’t think you realized what would have helped and what would not.
My life as it is now…
took a long time to come to light.
I KNEW something was out there….
but proof of that would never be seen by you.
And my process of getting there…
The process of getting to “THIS” moment…
would be viewed as invalid.
And was.
And once again…
like I always do…
I held on to believing in myself….
Having faith in myself…
Trusting myself…
because no one else did.
I honored my own process…
Instead of following how others thought that process should go.
        You seem to believe there is a difference between believing in someone…
And believing in their process.
For me their is no different.
My process is what creates this moment.
My process is why I am alone…
And why being alone…
is a price I’m willing to pay.
Everyone walks out of my life when I honor my own path…
well almost everyone…
And yet honoring my own path…
always gets me where I need to go.
10:54pm

Difference?

Difference of believing IN someone…

and agreeing or believing…

that they are doing the right thing at the moment.

10:55pm

When you TRULY believe in someone…

you understand the relevance of their moments.

Honoring your own process…is all about moments.
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