~Leverage~

Sat, Jun 15, 2013, 10:46 PM
Its me this is my cell

Sat, Jun 15, 2013, 10:51 PM
I would like to talk sometime…or listen and see my son and you. if not I understand. please let me know.therese alot I have to say if you will listen.thanks

Sat, Jun 15, 2013, 11:26 PM
Also im clean,for real clean no subs or methadone.please please txt me back.i know I have done terrible things but im here now and I need you and my son

Sat, Jun 15, 2013, 11:27 PM
to atleast hear me out,i wont bother you or be a pest but please let me know.i love you both very much

Sat, Jun 15, 2013, 11:50 PM
Your life, and the quality of it, are of no concern to me. I have nothing to say to you, and am not interested in anything you have to say to me. I have recreated through your call logs, emails, and texts, your life since last summer. I have spoken to several of the women you fucked or tried to fuck. I know about the digital camera. I know about your online identity and all the sexsites you visited. I know how you spent your son’s bday and Valentines day. I know everything, and you are a monster, and so is your mother. Look up Narcissistic Mother on Google. The thought of you makes me physically ill. Every photo of you is gone, thrown out with the trash. We are better off, and much happier without you, without you and your fucked up narcissistic worthless piece of shit mother. I don’t give a shit if you are clean. You want to fight me in court? You want to have the law state what pieces of shit you and your family are? Go ahead. I want nothing from you. I need nothing from you. You are dead to me. If you love your son, which I highly doubt you ever did, STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM US. YOU ARE A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT, AND I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOUR NASTY FACE AGAIN OR HEAR YOUR PATHETIC APOLOGIES. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOUR FAMILY. STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME. YOU CAN MAKE YOUR CASE IN COURT YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT.

~The Side Most People Don’t See~

September 22, 2013 at 11:07pm PDT
You have to realize that you are getting a side of me
that most don’t see
and when you meet me…

September 22, 2013 at 11:07pm PDT
Ok. THAT helps me understand.

September 22, 2013 at 11:08pm PDT
you will find me quite chill and someone who brings a sense of calmness among chaos.
Shit…if I was like this all the time?
lose my fucking mind. But may I tell you something?

September 22, 2013 at 11:09pm PDT
I am less of a spectrum of colors than you.

September 22, 2013 at 11:09pm PDT
Yes. I want to thank you for allowing me to be this way…for finding me more interesting than you find me crazy. being me means that I keep alot of shit to myself…I mean alot of shit.

September 22, 2013 at 11:12pm PDT
That what you were really gonna say?

September 22, 2013 at 11:12pm PDT
And some call me crazy…and people try and make me make sense with things that I am not…and it’s hard sometimes to be always misunderstood like that, and when I try to explain myself to them….well that is like speaking to them in chinese and they think I am even more crazy.

September 22, 2013 at 11:13pm PDT
I think I’ve called you crazy several times 😉

September 22, 2013 at 11:13pm PDT
You have no idea. For some reason we click and even though you don’t get some things.
or say you don’t understand….

September 22, 2013 at 11:14pm PDT
I with both try to accept you and gently understand you.

September 22, 2013 at 11:14pm PDT
You do it in a way that others do not, will not, have not.
And I will do the same for you

September 22, 2013 at 11:14pm PDT
I just don’t get why we click.

September 22, 2013 at 11:15pm PDT
Who cares why we do?
Does it matter?

September 22, 2013 at 11:15pm PDT
YA. Don’t have a ton of expectation it will go on.

September 22, 2013 at 11:16pm PDT
I don’t even think about that.

September 22, 2013 at 11:16pm PDT
Situations from the past help explain now.
Now will help explain the future.

September 22, 2013 at 11:16pm PDT
Right now who cares?
Wait…Explain my past or yours?

September 22, 2013 at 11:17pm PDT
Both.

September 22, 2013 at 11:17pm PDT
I don’t think about how this will end,
or if it will end
or why…
Because it doesn’t matter to me.

September 22, 2013 at 11:17pm PDT
No it isn’t that.

September 22, 2013 at 11:17pm PDT
What is it?

September 22, 2013 at 11:17pm PDT
It’s why it exists.

September 22, 2013 at 11:18pm PDT
Why’s it here?
It doesn’t quite fit … or fit at all.
What is it I it I don’t understand?

September 22, 2013 at 11:19pm PDT
You are really wondering why we click
why we fit.

September 22, 2013 at 11:20pm PDT
And was trying to figure out who you were.

September 22, 2013 at 11:20pm PDT
So you have to make sure to have the answers.

September 22, 2013 at 11:22pm PDT
Don’t hate me for it.

September 22, 2013 at 11:22pm PDT
I don’t think I could hate you
for anything.