~I Have Nothing Left to Offer You~

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:18pm MST
I KNEW. I FUCKING knew.
I should have set boundaries for myself before washing ton.
Next time a chick tells me to just let things happen I’m going with my gut *grumbles*
I hate that I hurt you.
You have given me so much. And I’ll be here for you. Like Luke.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:21pm MST
Please stop

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:23pm MST
Ok. I’m sorry. I WANT to be here for you if I can cause more good than harm when you need me. Because one day we’ll fight monsters together.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:23pm MST
Next time a guy says you can fall apart and be vulnerable, I’m going with my gut. I hate that I trusted you. Leave me alone for now. You make me feel like a charity case so just stop.
The best gift I can give you is to set you free. So I give it to you.
Let me fall apart alone. I should have known better than to try and do it any other way.
Stop.
Just stop.
Stop.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:28pm MST
No. Not if you are going to try to get the last word. Let me try to explain this to you.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:29pm MST
THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO SAY

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:29pm MST
Sorry I hurt you.
You have given me so much

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:29pm MST
I want you in my corner

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:29pm MST
I cannot. I CANNOT be an emotional rock to a romantic interest. It is impossible. That is the one person in the world

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:29pm MST
STOOOOPPPPPPP

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:31pm MST
*grumbles*

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:31pm MST
You validate everything I already feared was true about myself.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:31pm MST
What?

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:31pm MST
So be free of me.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:32pm MST
Romantic lyrics I am. The other ways I’m not unless you insist I be.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:32pm MST
I have nothing left to offer you.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:32pm MST
Romanticly
That is complete bs

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:33pm MST
I don’t know what romantic lyrics are

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:33pm MST
Romanticly*
That is the one spot in my life where I cannot offer stability. It is the chink in my armor.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:34pm MST
I have nothing left to offer you.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:35pm MST
I will not put you in that position. And if you have been has been any body’s guess.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:35pm MST
Let me be

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:35pm MST
That is complete and utter bs.
I’m sorry. We see things differently … remember what you tell yourself is not always the way it is. I’m here if you decide I can do more good than damage.

Sunday, December 15, 2013 at 10:55pm MST
I have nothing to offer you. Or anyone else. I am reminded of just how emotionally fucked up I am. I am too damaged. I understand. It is no one else’s load to carry but my own.

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